spinning

and as they spin, or more so as my head spins, we become dizzy, numbed by societal desensitization... or maybe it is a factor of self-defense or survival that has led me to this unending fall from the sky? All I want to do is stop falling and falling and falling, or spinning and spinning and spinning........ I just want to hit the ground... get back up and start all over again... but for now, I continue to spin or fall.....